Ja heck!! Everyone got a bit scared there for a minute - you know a potential marine getting the moerin and all.
Actually not.
You say you've thought about it... Judging by your comments you were trivializing death, and giving as little meaning to someone else's life as your own, which you said you are content to give up.
And now you're annoyed... oh dear. You're using situations that you have the privilege not to be part of to justify your ambitions. If you had an inkling of the good you can do, you'd realize how much damage you have the potential to do.
I know you will in no way take anything I say to heart. That's your choice and why we are two different people.
